WALLS THAT FELL ON ME

If you push the walls down on me

I'll shield myself

But if someone shields me from the walls,

I will stand up and push the walls away from that person.

So don't you try to demolish the wall on me

I'll be defensive

That's second nature

A destroyer

Not a builder

Dilapidating spirits

You push people down

Have strengths

But I can't take the weakness

I struggling through the debris of the collapse

The misunderstanding that fell upon me 

It was misinterpreted

But can never be right

Different definition of taking the front role

You don't mold 

Or unfold what's hidden

You bring out the worst

No respect for someone 

Who butchers me...

Who doesn't tell me that the wall built is not strong

Who only tell me when it's about to collapse

And helps by pushing those bricks on me

Am I supposed to know how to build a fort?

Yes, I guess

Disappointment..

At myself

For not knowing

I don't have to take all these

If it's not for integrity and dignity

For family

For I want to take the challenge

The only great thing is that I shall get up 

Find my way out beneath the heap of rocky remnants of the ruins

Use my delicate hands to wade through 

My hands shall be roughen by the rocks

But I will make it through

I'll learn to build the next fort...

And then a castle

And try to make sure that they don't fall

And perhaps,
I'll do it my way

With Lotsa Love

TammyC